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Finally! I’m all caught up with my tips.

TIP #6 – THINK IT BUT DON’T SAY IT.

I’m exactly 2 weeks from my birthday. No birthday party is planned. I’ve got family comin into town. People wanna know what I’m doing since it’s the big 1-6. So of course my house is chaotic. I wake up and my mom says what she’s thinking regarding the dates that we could have for the party. Somehow that led to yelling, and then brought in my sister who’s gotta take time off because the party has to be on a Friday. And in the back of my head I’m thinking, “AGH! I don’t want to celebrate anymore!!! Screw it all. I’m 16 woop de doo. The family is broke and I don’t wanna be the reason for unnecessary spending and forever debt!” Not that this is gonna be a huge MTV style sweet sixteen party. But nope, I can tell my mom that. I’ve mentioned it before anyways. And why waste my breath? I’ll tell her, she’ll get mad and say FINE. And then something STILL gets done for my birthday cuz im the baby of the family. I should be gettin joy out of it but no. I’m not.

Later today, my dad comes home. If my moms not home when he gets home then I get the 21 questions. He’s so unbelievably annoying and he’s not beneficial to my life in anyway. I could always say stuff back to him, such as DOUCHE-BAG, etc. but I don’t and I won’t.

So all in all, if you really wanna say something but you know it will just cause more uneccessary conversation that you don’t care to hear, don’t say it. You’re wasting your breath.

-Saab.